This was a happy day in my life, 2/26/10, the day I took my final radiation treatment for Lymphoma.
I was long past this point in 10/11/09 where I was hospitalized during my Chemotherapy.
Well, today I looked back through my blog to 5/18/10 for a post I did called “What, me worry?????” the following is a short excerpt from that post:
“She has a sparkle in her eye, yep, she sure has one. The problem is she has fear in her heart but is not willing to share it. I even know what it is, we are waiting to hear from my team of doctors about the surgical removal of my lung cancer, it could go either way, they may decide that I am not strong enough and want to wait. Miss Bee is not sure that I am strong enough to withstand the surgery either, we want to do it and get it over with but ours may not be the final decision.”
You see, when I learned about this problem because they found the spot in my lung when they did the final follow-up pet scan from my lymphoma, I told her I cannot do this again. Well now, Miss Bee then took charge, she called Dr Wacks and told him to do something, because I was ready to give up. I suppose that if I had not changed my mind she would have kicked my ass.
So here we go, under the knife, ready to have the upper lobe of my right lung removed to rid my body of cancer once and for all. My very good friend Jeter Harris still has this photo on his sidebar.
Well that is all over now and this past week I had a PET Scan to determine if the surgery was successful, NOT! Yep, I had been having pain in my left arm a thought I had a pinched nerve in the neck area causing my pain. Well it turns out that it was a nerve being pinched by a tumor growing on my neck and there is two other places on my back that is shows up. They did a biopsy on one of the spots and it is cancer related to the lung cancer, but now it is in bone.
You guys know Dr. Green, he had the displeasure of explaining everything to me and Miss Bee, along with our options. He informed us that once it is in bone they do not know how to cure it. They can radiate a spot, such as the one on my neck and kill those cancer cells but since it shows up in multiple places he said “there are three we see and more that we do not see.” Chemo goes through the whole body and will work on stray cells.
Fast forward to today: Holy crap, what the hell is this???????
And They're coming to take me away Ha Ha
They're coming to take me away ho ho he he ha ha
to the funny farm where life is beautiful all the time,
and I'll be happy to see those nice young men in their clean white coats
and they're coming to take me away ha ha
Chief of Radiation, Palm Beach Cancer Center
Yes, it can get worse
Of course, there was one serious person here.
Jumping frogs, what the heck is that?

It is a mask molded to my body then allowed to harden, then they use to clip you down to the table and I promise you cannot move
Then they carfully aim a beam of radiation to the tumor and kill it. I will repeat this 5 days per week for three weeks, sounds like so much fun……….
And when they got done, there was trick or treat candy…….
The Tuesday prior to Thanksgiving I will see Dr. Green, having finished my radiation I will start Chemo again. It is supposed to much more tolerable than the last round. I certainly hope so. As I mentioned, Dr Green told us he could not cure the cancer but he can control it for as long as the chemo works. He said the cells would become immune to the chemo eventually, we did not talk about the amount of time this will take but he did answer my question in a favorable way when I asked if he was using his watch to estimate my time or a calendar, it is a calendar. Maybe we will talk about that stuff when the chemo stops working.
Life has not always been easy, but we made it to the golden years, I still have things to do, places to go, and one more hurdle to jump………..
Before this is over, I will tell you what I really think about cancer.
To be continued